Penname: Crippling Social Anxiety [Contact] Real name: Alex
Member Since: 09/19/16
Membership status: Member
I can't belive I'm actually going through with this. Well, they say you make bad decisions when you're tired.

Hello, I'm Alex. For some reason, I decided to join this site, despite my crippling social anxiety. I'm blaming my need for attention and acceptance.

Some things:

- I like to write.
- I cannot write well, according to me.
- I cannot write dialogue at all, according to everyone.
- And yet for some reason, here I am, joining a writing site.

Most of what I write will be bad, feel free to tell me as much. (But not to harshly, please, I'm very fragile.) If anyone notices me, sweet, but I have to warn you: my inability to write dialogue means that I will pretty much only write introspection or character studies or stream of conciousness stories (streams of conciousness?).

Also, I won't write often, I'll sometimes get bursts of inspiration that can't be contained in a drawing and I'll write frantically before calming down and not doing anything for, like, three months.

Also, I really only write in second person. There's nothing wrong with the other POVs, I just prefer second person. So if you can't read that, sorry, you might not have the time of your life reading pretty much anything I write.

Thanks for being understanding. And, I guess, not understanding, if you didn't understand. If you read my stuff and you like it (?????), feel free to tell me so, and I will thank you for lying to make me feel better.

As a goodbye, here are some more things, because I'm awkward and I don't know how to end this:

- I play piano.
- I swim.
- I draw a lot.
- Like, a lot.
- That's why it's hard for me to write often.
- At any given time, I could have, like, eight drawings to work on.
- I'm not funny, no one cares about this stuff, and I need to stop.
- My birthday is May 26.

Have a nice day!

Oh yeah, and I just got an Ao3, so I'm not stealing anyone's work, for the record. You can find it here.
Beta-reader: No
Gender: Undisclosed
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Stories by Crippling Social Anxiety

You would do anything for her. Anything at all.

You were her favorite toy.

Categories: Doctor Who
Characters: Other
Genres: Angst, Dark, Reader-insert, Sci-Fi, Tragedy, Yuri
Story Type: Death Fic, One-Shot, Reader-Insert
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Situations, Character Death, Citrus, Extreme Violence, Language, Mild Adult Situations, Self-harm, Yuri
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1175 Read Count: 137
[Report This] Published: 09/30/16 Updated: 10/03/16

Sheril tried hard to successfully manipulate an entire country to the Earl's needs. He really did. He didn't like humanity all that much, sure. But there were a few good things: living in luxury, being in power, getting to boss around random people for the hell of it.

But despite all of this, Sheril could say, without a doubt, that the reporter? The one who always came around asking things like "How do you feel about the theory that you orchestrated the attempt on your life?" (she was the one who wrote the theory) and "Did you know that I've seen horses more appealing than you?" (Did she have sex with horses or something?) That reporter who constantly tried to destroy his career? She was indefensible. Nothing fun about pretending to be human could make up for her.

He hoped she died in a fire.

She felt the same.

So of course, it must have been true love.


Categories: D.Gray-Man
Characters: Jasdevi, Lulu Bell, Millennium Earl, Road Kamelot, Sheril Kamelot, Tyki Mikk, Various, Wisely
Genres: Comedy, Drama, Reader-insert, Romance
Story Type: Reader-Insert
Warnings: Adult Situations, Anime, Crude Humor, Language, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1671 Read Count: 238
[Report This] Published: 10/31/16 Updated: 12/04/16

They laughed at you, you could hear them.

You swore it wasn't just in your head.

Categories: Batman
Characters: The Joker, The Riddler/Edward Nygma, Various
Genres: Dark, Tragedy
Story Type: One-Shot
Warnings: Abuse, Drugs, Language, Mild Violence, Self-harm
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 942 Read Count: 400
[Report This] Published: 09/24/16 Updated: 09/25/16