Penname: susabei [Contact] Real name: Monika
Member Since: 11/20/13
Membership status: Member


A young girl with a hime haircut stands before screen doors and a zen garden. the wind is blowing as she weaves a hand through her hair. she is wearing a sailor fuku typical of japanese middle school to have as uniforms

i'm located on a lot of sites tbh tbh:

AO3 - susabei
Mibba - Opus28
Quotev - khatun - Sandungera 
Lunaescence - Powdered Sugar

i don't write a lot of reader inserts anymore, which is like social suicide on this site, but whatever. i might do something dating sim esque using TWINE later.

about me:

  • forever obsessed with old-timey radio shows

  • history is my passion

  • english is not my first language, please be patient with me

  • it doesn't matter how old i get, i will always look at least seven years younger

  • mexicana inside and out, yo

  • i roleplay on tumblr. hetalia&hellgirl. hmu if you wanna rp.

my sketchblog is here.

support my fics by buying me a ko-fi

Current Projects:

Fandom: Harry Potter
Type: Multi Chaptered
Percent Planned: 75%
Percent Completed: 40%
Status: Active

Never Is A Promise:
Fandom: Twilight
Type: Multi Chaptered
Percent Planned: 100%
Percent Completed: 75%
Status: Development Hell

Fandom: xxxHolic/Jigoku-Shoujo
Type: One-shot
Percent Planned: 100%
Percent Completed: 89%
Status: Work In Progress

Beta-reader: Yes
Gender: Undisclosed
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Stories by susabei

Natsumi is the absolute apple of Lily Evans' eye. Her best friend. Her confidant. Her light in the darkness. And Lily's going to keep it that way. Damn the consequences.

[Yandere, OOC, Dark Themes, Slow Burn, Canon Divergent, Commissioned Fic, Monthly Updates]

Categories: Harry Potter
Characters: Lily Evans, Other, Various
Genres: Alt, Dark, Romance, Thriller, Yuri
Story Type: None
Warnings: Language, Yuri
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 7131 Read Count: 162
[Report This] Published: 10/31/19 Updated: 02/02/20
Jock-A-Mo by susabei Rated: T [Reviews - 0]

Edward wonders if it's a good thing that he can listen to his biology partner's thoughts. Oneshot. Humor. Slice of Life. Friendship. Self-Insert: "If I Were Bella Swan Challenge".

Categories: Twilight Saga, The
Characters: Edward Cullen, Other
Genres: Comedy, Self-insert
Story Type: One-Shot, Self-Insert
Warnings: Language, No Warning
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 732 Read Count: 81
[Report This] Published: 10/02/19 Updated: 10/02/19

Tom Riddle reflects on soulmates. Soulmate AU. Oneshot. Tom Riddle/Undisclosed

Categories: Harry Potter
Characters: Other, Tom Riddle/Voldemort
Genres: Dark, Romance
Story Type: Alternate Universe, One-Shot
Warnings: No Warning
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1417 Read Count: 38
[Report This] Published: 04/02/20 Updated: 04/02/20
Mugen by susabei Rated: T Liked [Reviews - 1]

The hype over having an exchange student died down after about a week. The people who had flocked me with questions had satisfied their curiosity, and those who hadn't were either too shy and polite to do so, or legitimately had no interest. Or so I thought.

High School AU. Slice of Life. Self Indulgent Insert. No pairings. Rating might go up.

Categories: Naruto
Characters: Naruto Uzumaki, Sakura Haruno, Sasuke Uchiha
Genres: General, Self-insert
Story Type: Alternate Universe, Non-smut, Self-Insert
Warnings: Language
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3950 Read Count: 723
[Report This] Published: 11/28/14 Updated: 11/28/14

And you can't afford to lie. [Imprint story with a twist. Contains OCs and British spelling.]

Categories: Twilight Saga, The
Characters: Billy Black, Embry Call, Jacob Black, Leah Clearwater, Paul, Quil Ateara, Sam Uley, Seth Clearwater, Various
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama
Story Type: None
Warnings: Adult Situations, Crude Humor, Language, Mild Adult Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 10736 Read Count: 625
[Report This] Published: 11/22/13 Updated: 12/30/14
Serpentine by susabei Rated: T [Reviews - 11] New!

Tom Riddle has a crush on a girl and doesn't know how to deal with it.

Or, An attempt at a realistic, critical view of both the Harry Potter world, and Tom Riddle having a plausible love interest. Updates every 2-4 weeks. Slow Burn. Wizard Politics. Unreliable Narrator. Obsessive Behavior. Will They Or Won't They?

Categories: Harry Potter
Characters: Other, Tom Riddle/Voldemort, Various
Genres: Dark, Drama, Fantasy, Mystery, Supernatural/Paranormal
Story Type: Novel
Warnings: Book, Language, Spoilers
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 203506 Read Count: 1402
[Report This] Published: 10/15/18 Updated: 08/04/20
Sleepless Fever by susabei Rated: T [Reviews - 0]

This is the place where dreams and real life collide.

Categories: Originals
Characters: None
Genres: Hope, Original
Story Type: Non-smut, One-Shot
Warnings: Mild Adult Situations, No Warning
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 362 Read Count: 656
[Report This] Published: 11/24/13 Updated: 11/25/13