Penname: susabei [Contact] Real name: Monika
Member Since: 11/20/13
Membership status: Member

A young girl with a hime haircut stands before screen doors and a zen garden. the wind is blowing as she weaves a hand through her hair. she is wearing a sailor fuku typical of japanese middle school to have as uniforms

you may have read some of my dumb stories on as 'Lolita Girl'; or before that you might have known me as "no account :)" or you may also have known me as 'Powered-Sugar' on Lunaescence. 

i don't write a lot of reader inserts anymore, which is like social suicide on this site, but whatever. i might do something dating sim esque using TWINE later.

about me:

  • forever obsessed with old-timey radio shows

  • history is my passion

  • english is not my first language, please be patient with me

  • it doesn't matter how old i get, i will always look at least seven years younger

  • mexicana inside and out, yo

  • i roleplay on tumblr. hetalia&hellgirl. hmu if you wanna rp.

my sketchblog is here.

Current Projects:

Fandom: Axis Powers Hetalia!
Type: Ficlet Book
Percent Planned: N/A
Percent Completed: N/A
Taking Requests: Currently, yes.
Status: Active

Fandom: Naruto
Type: Multi Chaptered
Percent Planned: 20%
Percent Completed: 2%
Taking votes: Currently, yes.
Status: Active

Never Is A Promise:
Fandom: Twilight
Type: Multi Chaptered
Percent Planned: 100%
Percent Completed: 75%
Status: Active

Fandom: xxxHolic/Jigoku-Shoujo
Type: One-shot
Percent Planned: 100%
Percent Completed: 89%
Status: Work In Progress

Gender: Undisclosed
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Stories by susabei
Kairos by susabei Rated: MA [Reviews - 0]

A collection of short, often romantic drabbles about various ships and characters. Contains OCs and British spelling. Ratings vary from chapter to chapter.

Categories: Hetalia Axis Powers
Characters: America, Britain, Germany, Prussia, Romano, Various
Genres: Drama, Erotic, General, Reader-insert, Romance, Self-insert, WAFF
Story Type: Alternate Universe, Collection, Ficlet, Reader-Insert, Self-Insert
Warnings: Adult Situations, Character Death, Citrus, Incest, Language, Lemon, Lime, Mild Adult Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1708 Read Count: 776
[Report This] Published: 11/20/13 Updated: 02/04/15
Mugen by susabei Rated: T Liked [Reviews - 1]

The hype over having an exchange student died down after about a week. The people who had flocked me with questions had satisfied their curiosity, and those who hadn't were either too shy and polite to do so, or legitimately had no interest. Or so I thought.

High School AU. Slice of Life. Self Indulgent Insert. No pairings. Rating might go up.

Categories: Naruto
Characters: Naruto Uzumaki, Sakura Haruno, Sasuke Uchiha
Genres: General, Self-insert
Story Type: Alternate Universe, Non-smut, Self-Insert
Warnings: Language
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3950 Read Count: 580
[Report This] Published: 11/28/14 Updated: 11/28/14

And you can't afford to lie. [Imprint story with a twist. Contains OCs and British spelling.]

Categories: Twilight Saga, The
Characters: Billy Black, Embry Call, Jacob Black, Leah Clearwater, Paul, Quil Ateara, Sam Uley, Seth Clearwater, Various
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama
Story Type: None
Warnings: Adult Situations, Crude Humor, Language, Mild Adult Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 10736 Read Count: 532
[Report This] Published: 11/22/13 Updated: 12/30/14
Sleepless Fever by susabei Rated: T [Reviews - 0]

This is the place where dreams and real life collide.

Categories: Originals
Characters: None
Genres: Hope, Original
Story Type: Non-smut, One-Shot
Warnings: Mild Adult Situations, No Warning
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 362 Read Count: 559
[Report This] Published: 11/24/13 Updated: 11/25/13
Susi by susabei Rated: T [Reviews - 0]

"None of this can actually be happening. If it makes you more comfortable, you could simply think of it as a metaphor. Religions are, by definition, metaphors, after all: God is a dream, a hope, a woman, an ironist, a father, a city, a house of many rooms, a watchmaker who left his prized chronometer in the desert, someone who loves you--even perhaps, against all evidence, a celestial being whose only interest is to make sure your football team, army, business, or marriage thrives, prospers, and thriumphs over all opposition.

Religions are places to stand and look and act, vantage points from which to view the world.

So none of this is happening. Such things could not occur. Never a word of it is literally true. Even so, the next thing that happened, happened like this:" --American Gods, by Neil Gaiman; Chapter 18

[A warped love story told in fragments. Greatly influenced by the novel, American Gods, by Neil Gaiman. Title is subject to change.]

Categories: Durarara!!!
Characters: Celty, Izaya, Shizuo, Various
Genres: Angst, Drama, Supernatural/Paranormal
Story Type: Non-smut
Warnings: Adult Situations, Character Death, Mild Adult Situations, Mild Violence, Spoilers, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1204 Read Count: 5636
[Report This] Published: 12/03/13 Updated: 06/28/14